Today I cried in the Garden of Gethsemene;
It was all to much to bear.
Like the bread boy in Hebron with cart overflowing,
Exhaustion made the invitable immediate
And loaves came crashing down.
Inevitable indeed,
But surely not accepted;
Disappointment turned to despair
And the prisoner began to run.
Today I cried in the Garden of Gethsemane;
Not in anticipation of what might happen to me,
But rather the realization of what is happening to our world.
I have met a family of 22 made homeless in an instant
By Caterpillar bulldozers and demolition orders.
I have watched Israeli soldiers invade and occupy apartments
Stating "security" as their only reason.
I have seen M-16s shoved in the faces of Palestinian children
As well as ambulances attempting to maneuver
passed Israeli checkpoints - before it's too late.
I have walked the lands of West Bank farmers
Whose orchards have been made graveyards
By brutal settler attacks.
Today I cried in the Garden of Gethsemane
Next to olive trees blessed with tears divine.
Roots reach passed rocks towards soil soft and
Living long beyond the hardest times.
These trees 2,000 years of age
Still bear fruit like tribal storytellers.
Gnarled and knotted trunks introduce
Strong branches flexing in the mid-day sun.
They hold bouquets that dance with wind
And fall gracefully to the ground when their time has come.
Today I cried in the Garden of Gethsemane,
Then remembered wonderful faces.
Phone calls from friends, the emails of family,
And inspiration from Israeli activists struggling
With Palestinians against the occupation.
Many meals in the homes of gracious hosts and
Sincere "Salaam Alaikums" make me feel welcomed
In the West Bank despite my country's cruelty.
They know that the guns and tanks,
the fighter planes and helicopters,
were purchased with my dollars,
any yet they pour me tea and wish me peace;
Like Jesus forgiving Judas.
Wonderful faces of children, elders, and Imams,
Nuns and rabbis alike.
These have been redemptive.
Babies are born neither soldiers nor saints,
Simply persons with much potential.
The potential for silent selfishness
Or the potential for giving one's self for others.
None are made without a choice.
All can strive towards greatness.
Today I cried in the Garden of Gethsemane,
then realized an important lesson.
The tears will end and walls will fall,
And occupation will be deemed useless.
All that are needed are wonderful faces
Willing to open their eyes and walk towards greatness;
Willing to change the way they live
And cast the silence into darkness.
Willing to cry, then dry their eyes and
Invite more wonderful faces.